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My open Letter

I’m afraid of the present and knowing which day is my last
I’m scared I mean nothing to this world
I’m worried some will see this as complaining
I’m worried you will see this as me being depressed or suicidal
When in actuality I strive to live
I hope everyone who reads this understand aswell
I’m afraid my mom and dad are disappointed with me
I’m afraid they will never understand me
I’m afraid I will never understand me

I’m afraid the love of life will die before me
I’m afraid I will be the cause of it
And I need her to live
I’m afraid we might never have kids
Or have kids too soon
I’m afraid I will fail
I’m scared that I want to fail

I’m scared because I know life can end at any moment
But the beauty in that is now
I make every moment something I want to do
Even though I’m afraid of alot
I love more than I fear
So that keeps me going
The love of my girlfriend nellie , my thug selma, my family, my brothers and my best friend Karina
Is all I ever needed to keep going
And I’m afraid I will lose it all one day
And that will be the day

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Maybe we have to break everything to make something better out of ourselves.
- Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club (via sydneyrae)
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We’ve all been raised on television to believe that one day we’d all be millionaires, and movie gods, and rock stars. But we won’t. And we’re slowly learning that fact. And we’re very, very pissed off.
- Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club (via kaydensjournal)
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You know how they say you only hurt the ones you love? Well, it works both ways.
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The warning at the beginning of Fight Club (1999) 

The warning at the beginning of Fight Club (1999) 

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I plan to write my own open letter every year I encourage others to do the same

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(F) Fucked
(U) Up
(B) Beyond
(A) All
(R) Recognition

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Open Letter

I’m afraid of the future
I’m afraid my parents won’t live long enough to see my kids
I’m afraid my show will fail
I’m scared my girl will get pregnant at not the exact time we want
I’m scared I’ll never reach my potential
I’m afraid she’s still in love w/ that dude

I feel like I’m letting everyone down
I’m afraid people hate who I really am
I’m afraid I hate who I really am
I’m scared people will find out what I masturbate to
I’m afraid I’m here for nothing
I feel that this will feel pretentious

I’m scared I’ll never grow out of bro rape
I’m afraid people think I hate my race
I’m afraid people think I hate women
I hate people can say anything
I hate caring what people think
I’m afraid there’s someone better for you
Or me

I’m afraid this is all an accident
I’m scared I’ll be Tyrese
I’m afraid Dan Harmon hates me
I’m scared I won’t know anything ever again
I’m scared I never knew anything
I’m afraid I’ll regret this
I’m afraid this doesn’t matter at all

I didn’t leave Community to rap
I don’t wanna rap
I wanted to be on my own
I’ve been sick this year
I’ve seen a bunch of people die this year
This is the first time I’ve felt helpless
But I’m not on that
Kept looking for something to be in with
Follow someone’s blueprint. But you have to be on your own

The label doesn’t want me to release in December because it’s not a holiday record and I’m not a big artist. I started the record last Christmas. Christmas always made me feel lonely, but it helped me restart the new year. I want people to this album when everything’s closed. When everything slows down and quiet.So you can start over

I got really lost last year. But I can’t be lonely tho. Cause we’re all here
We’re all stuck here.

I wanted to make something that says, no matter how bad you fuck up, or mistakes you’ve made during the year, your life, your eternity. You’re always allowed to be better. You’re always allowed to grow up. If you want

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Just need someone to talk to…. Ya know,

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Day 3 of suspended twitter life

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